The "Beginning" of a "New" Life

Read the title. I put emphasis on the words beginning and new. If you’re asking why, I have been enlightened. I want to start a new life, a better life. I have had my share of ups and downs like any other human being in this world. Unfortunately for me, I have suffered more setbacks leading to a problematic life at the early age of 22. That is why I’m pleased to say that my days of debauchery are over. I won’t deny the fact that I had fun while it lasted and also, the drugs. They were awesome… I will forever miss the times wherein I would just smoke everyday and do nothing. The times wherein I would go out 3 or 4 times a week and get really hammered, drinking all my problems away and putting my A-game for the ladies. Haha! The timely visits to the bathroom doing blow with my friends and going out like I was on top of the world. The hundreds of shots of jagermeister which made me speak German in no time and using it as a pickup line for all the ladies out there. Haha! ( It can be pathetic but it actually works). The numerous times when I would get home at 7 or 8 a.m. with the sun shinning so bright and traffic… really bad. My first heartbreak which took me months to get over. The debts that I owed people because of my gambling. Up to this point, I still owe people a lot of money, and what do I do? Instead of saving up and paying them back, I fucking go out, drink a lot and buy drugs. How fucking stupid is that?! And the worst thing is I turn to dealing drugs just to pay them off. I’m putting myself in a worse position. There are a lot more that I would like to share but I don’t want to say every single mistake I’ve made. It would be just a waste of time. This time, I want things to be different. I want to straighten out my life and get my shit together. I will finally graduate in June (Hopefully). I will quit taking and/or buying blow even if its hard cos it has been a part of my lifestyle. I want a 360 degree change in my life. I know there is more to life than just a night of heavy drinking and meaningless conversations just to flirt with a girl you like. The cheap thrills of a young blood. Haha! Now, it will all change. I will most likely stop going out first and take it from there. Get a job, pay off my debts, be a more disciplined and family-oriented person. I want to have a more profound relationship with my friends, especially my family and God. I know the people who know me will laugh the first time they read this post but I’m dead serious. I will prove everyone wrong and at the end of day, I will be victorious with this mission of mine. Being in this blog has been a privilege and I will forever be grateful that I was a part of it. Thanks people. This has been the ladies man, signing off for good… P.S. Have a good one everyone. Everyone deserves a happy life and whatever happens, always look at the Brightside of things, eventually you will come to your sense as I have.