Charity tournament.....

I played in the charity event last saturday....re-bought 3 times...made it to around 40 players left and busted out when my opponent made her set of 8's on the river against my pair of Aces. I'd tell you the entire story of the hand, but fuck it...Its all good and bad beat stories get annoying after awhile.

"It's for charity" ......Must heard that statement over 50 times by players during the tournament. I said it around 3 times I think....and you know what i realized while i was playing...it feels good to say "It's for charity" and the reason is cuz it feels good to do something good.

I mean fuck it...when's the last time before this charity tournament you did something for charity. By charity I mean giving to the complete strangers who are poor, sick, suffering or all of the above. The last time I gave to charity was Christmas 2005 when i drove 3 hours to Barangay Citrus somewhere in the North to give a family a box of food and some money.

Why did I do this?

Cuz I made them a promise I would when i lived with them for 3 days.

Anyways, why am I sharing this with you? Its not to brag about me doing a good thing. I'd rather cut off my dick than be one of those types of guys. I'm sharing this with you cuz after I did it....It felt really good...It felt FREAKING AMAZING to help out people with out asking or expecting a thing in return.

Maybe some of you wanna try it out....I mean next time you see a street kid or a blind old person knocking on your car door...give them a freakin bill or coins that are P5 or more. None of that 25 centabo crap on the bottom of your cars cup holder shit.

Kinda sucks that I realized, that when I was telling people to join the charity tournament that most of them asked what the prizes were. I wish I told them "How bout the prize of feeling fucking good after doing a good deed."

Ey Maverick, for the next charity tournament, put the main prizes as "The good feeling of helping out the poor." The other giveaways and trips should be marketed as like consolation prizes for the top finishers. But the MAIN PRIZE that everyone gets, is that feeling of helping out and doing good. I dont know if it will work...I hope it does tho, cuz if it doesnt...it would mean alot of people tend to think "whats in it for me materially?" all the time...and that would suck.

I mean when the hell did people start thinking that it hurts to help people out? HAve you ever heard someone say "Cmon, it wouldnt hurt to give a little more..." Now you can tell them, "ofcourse it wont hurt..it feels good to give more. " Do you get what im saying? Like why are we brainwashed in thinking that it hurts, or its a hassle or its painful to help people out...thats just plain bullshit man..

Anyways, i gotta go...my shift at work just ended.

Damn I dont know if what i worte makes any sense but i'm gonna try continuing on this train of thought for awhile and see what i can come up with.

Dr Blunt is going to shut down his computer now.

Keep sending me the good vibrations.